Private conversation...
Current mood:  pissed off Barrio1107 (8:07:10 PM): hey! i miss you. how you been? are you still mad at me? i sent you some texts but when i tried calling you your phone was cut off. talk to me ok. i still got your picture that im taking with me everywhere i go and your old letters including the one you folded into a heart. plus im hanging on the picture you drew with my name on it and stars and hearts around it. so hows NY going? hope you doing better than me of course.... please talk to me.. Auto response from aBcAzNgUrL88 (8:07:10 PM): really pissed right now... Barrio1107 (8:08:59 PM): well im leaving tomorrow for boot camp with the army for 3 months. and my phone will be temporarily suspended until i get back. hope i learn something down there. i guess you are busy so if you can or want hit me up! the number is still the same. r u there please talk to me
aBcAzNgUrL88 (8:29:29 PM): ...
Barrio1107 (8:29:58 PM): HEY!!! wasup? i missed you! how you been? Auto response from aBcAzNgUrL88 (8:29:58 PM): really pissed right now... aBcAzNgUrL88 (8:30:12 PM): y dont u ask your 3rd leg
Barrio1107 (8:30:40 PM): cuz i rather ask you. wassup wit you?
aBcAzNgUrL88 (8:30:54 PM): still breathing what u want
Barrio1107 (8:33:18 PM): if you ever wondered yes i am still in love with you and weather or not you know this or not im not caring too much of my life right now for what i did to you. yes you are always right and you made me feel a lil insecure at times but i was wrong to say things out of anger. i was wrong to do do you forgive me too?
Barrio1107 (8:34:24 PM): cuz nothing is right between us yet.
aBcAzNgUrL88 (8:35:23 PM): ofcourse it aint and there is no us
Barrio1107 (8:35:38 PM): how can it be right?
Barrio1107 (8:36:49 PM): how many more times can i say im sorry. i love you but how should you be mad at me? i gave u a ring and hand in marriage... do want to get back at me?
Barrio1107 (8:37:11 PM): i just want everything to be normal again.
aBcAzNgUrL88 (8:38:12 PM): i rejected way before i found out u cheated.. i dont want tog et married especially not to u i jus turned 18 not too long ago. so jus cuz now u went out and fuck some hoe do i gotta go out fuck some bitch so that i can get back on u? was thatwhat u wanted? i dont need that and day before u propsed to me what did u do? u fucked her and all this ON MY 18TH BIRTHDAE what a way to make an impression huh??
Barrio1107 (8:39:58 PM): true you do have a point. and as sorry as i am i shouldve respected you. i know i hurt you more than i hurt myself and thats low. but im willing to do anything for you to make it up to you if its possible. anything you want.
aBcAzNgUrL88 (8:40:46 PM): who else did u fuck?
Barrio1107 (8:41:35 PM): honestly it was sum white hoe name jessica
aBcAzNgUrL88 (8:42:33 PM): KNEW IT....
Barrio1107 (8:43:33 PM): i know but if you want i will do anything for you to show you how sorry i am. just you name it
aBcAzNgUrL88 (8:43:48 PM): leave me alone
Barrio1107 (8:45:03 PM): ok im sorry but i havent fucked her no more than once if you just let me explain i will tell you how it happened.. Auto response from aBcAzNgUrL88 (8:45:03 PM): really pissed right now...
aBcAzNgUrL88 (8:45:05 PM): before
Barrio1107 (8:45:13 PM): before what?
aBcAzNgUrL88 (8:45:18 PM): not u wrong IM box.. but what bout that other bitch?
Barrio1107 (8:45:47 PM): ok the story is....
aBcAzNgUrL88 (8:46:00 PM): she wanted u and u wanted to get back wit me so yall fucked thats reaaaal niiiiiiice..... did u like it? it felt real good didnt it?
aBcAzNgUrL88 (8:46:07 PM): rite?
Barrio1107 (8:46:11 PM): when you left i told her that you had
Barrio1107 (8:46:55 PM): hell no! she did want me since i been with you but i didnt want to cheat on you. and i didnt want to get back at you so listen....
aBcAzNgUrL88 (8:46:09 PM): back at me for what? for going away for a few weeks? or my crazy parents shuttin off my fone? or u thinkin i ignored yu? u think this is fun??????
Barrio1107 (8:50:56 PM): when you left i told her you had moved away to AL and i didnt know when i was going to see you again. then she acted like she cared for me and said it was gonna be ok. so then she told me that to make me feel better she knew a party that one of her friends were having and she wanted me to go. at first i said no then she and my friends talked me into it since everybody was so bored. so at the party there was so many drinking and smoking pot than i have ever seen! peer pressure swarmed all over the place....
aBcAzNgUrL88 (8:51:23 PM): yea fuckin rite!
Barrio1107 (8:54:47 PM): as ppl kept asking me to try sum smoke or some alcohol. i kept saying no and went to the basement to play cards with my friends. NO BULLSHIT!!! so she came down to the basement and asked how we were and i said fine. i could tell she was a lil drunk so i played her off and went back to play cards. so i asked her if i could get something to drink like water or soda or something and she said yea she would bring it to me and for me to keep playing cards. she brought me a dark soda like coke or something i cant
Barrio1107 (8:55:16 PM): remember and the more i drank it cum to find out she spiked it.
aBcAzNgUrL88 (8:57:17 PM): ju wear a rubber...?
Barrio1107 (9:00:41 PM): so it was some tequila cum to find out and some other shit. i was scared to drive so i asked her friend if i could stay the night at her place until i sober up. she said sure. i left everybody and went downstairs to find a place to fall out and sleep. couple hours later jessica came downstairs and starting talking to me. one thing led to another and it just happened. one of my friends had a condom he loned me so yea i wore a condom. it wasnt like i planned to do it with her. even though i knew she liked me Auto response from aBcAzNgUrL88 (9:00:41 PM): really pissed right now... aBcAzNgUrL88 (9:01:10 PM): riiite and u couldnt taste the liquer bcuz.....???? and u couldnt get your own fuckin drink bcuz??? oh wait i forgot u not man enuff to get yo own drink u need a bitch to get it for u... and u was in the basement HOW U GO DOWNSTAIRS WHEN U ALREADY IN THE BASEMENT??? fuckin liar....
aBcAzNgUrL88 (9:01:27 PM): and y would someone loan a condom to u less u knew u was gon get some and how tha fuck u LOAN a condom??? u gonna use it then giv it back??
Barrio1107 (9:01:31 PM): ouch... we were just friends at first. now you mad at me. all i really wanted to know was if i could see you again before you go to NY and before my BCT. i miss u and i wanna get back with u
Barrio1107 (9:02:23 PM): you dont have to believe me. you have every right to be mad. but i am telling the truth. and if you still luv me you would believe me.
aBcAzNgUrL88 (9:02:51 PM): if u had loved me to begin with u wouldnt hav fucked my homegurl and u wouldnt hav done this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Barrio1107 (9:03:36 PM): cuz my friend walked in on us downstairs and gave me one!!!
Barrio1107 (9:03:42 PM): i said i didnt mean that. im sorry...
aBcAzNgUrL88 (9:03:55 PM): and u took it bcuz?
Barrio1107 (9:04:27 PM): i know being drunk isnt an excuse but i dont know
aBcAzNgUrL88 (9:04:48 PM): so what if u was drinking? u obviously knew enough that u knew what happend and u knew enough to take the condom and do your thing
Barrio1107 (9:06:45 PM): yes true but i dont know why i did it and i regret it. but i did confess and tell you and didnt beat around the bush and not tell you. i was being honest.
aBcAzNgUrL88 (9:07:16 PM): yea to get back at me for not being able to talk to u u do this then u tell me u did then u took it back andwas like u HONESTLY didnt cheat on me at all
aBcAzNgUrL88 (9:07:46 PM): so honest my ass u lied to me all the time like on my 18th birthday you fucked my bestfriend then later that night you proposed to me knowing you did wrong wtf did you think I was going to respond with? if crissy aint told me you damn sure wouldnt have
Barrio1107 (9:11:21 PM): hey look i didnt want to get back at you at all!!!!! im telling you the truth. and i was afraid to tell you at begin with cuz i didnt want to lose the best thing that ever happened to me in my life! what do you want me to do?! if i could turn back the hands of time i would do it! but i cant. how many times did you break up with me and give me another chance? and how many times did i give you a second chance? the odds to me are like 2:1. so i guess you wont find it in your heart to forgive me and look pass
Barrio1107 (9:11:43 PM): my mistakes and be my wife like i always wanted.
aBcAzNgUrL88 (9:12:00 PM): i broke up with u like 5-6 times bcuz of other reasons
aBcAzNgUrL88 (9:12:04 PM): i gave u chancesafter each and every one
aBcAzNgUrL88 (9:12:10 PM): u broke up with me once for what? for tha UNDERAGED hoe shouldnt u b in jail????
aBcAzNgUrL88 (9:12:19 PM): u tell me the deal
aBcAzNgUrL88 (9:13:00 PM): how am i the best thing thats ever happend to u??? im apparently naive and apparently too nice to u...
aBcAzNgUrL88 (9:13:06 PM): oh wait that was ur dick talking
Barrio1107 (9:13:44 PM): them 5-6 times were all times you decided to just be without me for no reason!! but when i admit to what im doing i guess thats no excuse either.
Barrio1107 (9:13:59 PM): no that was my 2 inch dick talking remember?
aBcAzNgUrL88 (9:14:03 PM): ok i guess it was for no reason then....
Barrio1107 (9:14:22 PM): so they dont count!
aBcAzNgUrL88 (9:15:55 PM): first time I broke up with you- we not getting in to details but u kno y u thinkin it was funny as shit i dont 2nd- i was told by u when u was drunk, u rather b wit my bestfriend but i still trusted u cuz u kept saying you love me even though i didnt love you but i figured well maybe idk wht love is and this was how it was spose to be 3rd- u was avoiding me i dont know y OH WAIT BCUZ U FUCKED THAT BITCH 4th u "worked" too much i was tired of waiting (yea fuckin rite u was wit that bitch the whole time my homeboy VIDEOTAPED U ALL OVER THIS BITCH AT THE PLAZA 5th- i wanted to stop waiting around for YOU and do my own thing since u was gonna b like that 6- u wouldnt leave me alone to do my own thing i wanted my diploma and you stalked me for months asking ppls where i was what i was doing
aBcAzNgUrL88 (9:16:06 PM): oh rite 2 inches haha
aBcAzNgUrL88 (9:16:51 PM): 7th- SITUATIION WITH ROB AND HER!!!!!
aBcAzNgUrL88 (9:18:08 PM): cheating to get back is 10x worst or at all, jus bcuz i was busy wit my family problems and wanting my diploma
Barrio1107 (9:21:03 PM): GOD DAMN you remember all that shit?! in order as you wrote: 1) yea i did to see how you would react funny to me but sorry! 2) i met her before i met you and i had the chance to be with her but didnt take it! i stayed with u but then again i messed up... 3) i never avoided you...!! how you come up with that? i said i was sorry for that........ 4) you was tired of waiting!? that's fucked up! he got nothing on me 5) waiting for me? sounds like so far you been avioding me when i wanted to be with you and you kept pushing me away like i was the one that raped you! I didnt stalk you I just followed you around when you went to work and after school and asked your friends if you were mad at me! Stalking is when you sit outside someones window peeping at them and shit! Auto response from aBcAzNgUrL88 (9:21:03 PM): really pissed right now... Barrio1107 (9:22:06 PM): yea whatever.! 6) i was worried about you cuz i missed you like crazy. i wanted you to get your diploma but you think that all i care about is fucking and pussy! and u wouldnt talk to me
Barrio1107 (9:22:51 PM): 7) wait dont get it twisted. its issues wit you her and robert!!! u blieved her
aBcAzNgUrL88 (9:23:33 PM): nope
aBcAzNgUrL88 (9:23:49 PM): i chose to believe u over him over her
aBcAzNgUrL88 (9:23:55 PM): she started up shit
Barrio1107 (9:24:04 PM): yea even between us
aBcAzNgUrL88 (9:25:49 PM): i felt violated ....!
aBcAzNgUrL88 (9:26:04 PM): bad way of putting words but i still felt violated
aBcAzNgUrL88 (9:26:10 PM): say whatever u want
Barrio1107 (9:26:49 PM): but still them break up excuses from 2-7 is not an excuse. thats you just saying you didnt ever want to be with me I wanted to marry you and give you the life you never had I got money Im in the army you know I can take care of you!
aBcAzNgUrL88 (9:28:38 PM): say whatever u want if u had loved me to begin with then u wouldnt hav done what u did!!!!! whatever
Barrio1107 (9:30:34 PM): ok. i understand that. but im willing to make it right, so where do we go from here?
aBcAzNgUrL88 (9:33:17 PM): WE do not go N E WHERE im tryna do my thang get my shit together and go to college... im goin to skool im workin im all set jus need my diploma. since u still knew what u was doing to kno u did stuff and shit and enough to kno u wore a condom and etc... i dont know what to say, but hi to jessica and that i hope she had a good time also there is no future in u and me..
Barrio1107 (9:37:29 PM): man fuck her! im proud of you but dont let me intimadate you. good luck in college and hope you become a great success. as for me i guess imma continue my carrer with the army and my number will never change so rember and let me know if you need ANYTHING ok ? but i was drunk and i really dont remember why i did it so just forgive me now so if anything bad happens to me in the army you wont regret it. you shouldnt have any guilt anyway. and im surprised we continued to talk this long. listen i really love you just tell me what u want i'll buy it i'll do anything to have u back in my arms.. i love you Auto response from aBcAzNgUrL88 (9:37:29 PM): really pissed right now... aBcAzNgUrL88 (9:38:00 PM): i dont need shit from u and u never intimidated me wtf makes u think u do now?? i wouldnt call u if u was tha last bitch on earth i dont want anything to do with u, and what makes u think u can buy me love?????? U CANT BUY MY LOVE
Barrio1107 (9:38:27 PM): ouch..... so i guess this is were i say my good bye huh? oh i did buy you something speacial but i guess you dont want nothing from me anyway.
Barrio1107 (9:39:08 PM): just in case is there somewhere to mail you a letter or package if possible?
aBcAzNgUrL88 (9:39:34 PM): i dont need shit from u i never did and i never will and u dont need to remember why, jus letm e tell u this, what u say do or whatever when u ARE drunk or intoxicated, u prolly really wanted to anyway, and is prolly the truth. bcuz u cant control it ur brain is telling u how it feels for real
aBcAzNgUrL88 (9:40:47 PM): why?
Barrio1107 (9:42:47 PM): so when you was drunk you meant that shit? but that isnt really true all the time. cuz alotta ppl i know dont mean to fuck up! trust me i know my family! and becuase maybe i want to tell you how im doing while im in Kosovo or iraq or anywhere and just to let you know that im thinking about you and a birthday/xmas/ sorry gift for you. if not that's ok i understand.
aBcAzNgUrL88 (9:43:50 PM): y the fuck would u need to think about me? u got your 2 inch dick leading you everywhere and that bitch and it is true when u dont drink but it doesnt bcome true when u r open and hav no confessions and shit
aBcAzNgUrL88 (9:44:05 PM): pssh i dont wanna hear from u the only reason y im talking to u now is so i can tell u how much i hate u Auto response from aBcAzNgUrL88 (9:58:52 PM): really pissed right now... Barrio1107 (9:59:04 PM): ouch... so how you been really dont lie to me? you dont love me?
Barrio1107 (9:59:14 PM): you never really told me. give me your address...
aBcAzNgUrL88 (10:02:55 PM): i dont need to tell u shit and i know what to say but i do kno that i havent really given u much thought i been super busy and super tired im sick as for my address, u DONT NEED IT so stop asking, isnt it enuff im still breathing?
aBcAzNgUrL88 (10:02:59 PM): i gotta go...
Barrio1107 (10:03:54 PM): ok... hope to see or talk to you soon. see you next life time. bye Auto response from aBcAzNgUrL88 (10:03:54 PM): FUCK OFF
aBcAzNgUrL88 (10:04:14 PM): WHATEVER
Barrio1107 (10:04:48 PM): i was just kidding on that last part! lol. hope you feel better ok. Auto response from aBcAzNgUrL88 (10:04:48 PM): Dont u jus hate it when peoplez b actin like they ya friendz but tlk shit behind yo back & play yo ass off when they around peoplez 2 show off & shit then act like they all kool wit u when they aint got their punkass bitches fake as hell 2 back their asses up?? i kno i do.. and im getting fuckin tired of that shit.. Barrio1107 (10:05:08 PM): dont be hating!
aBcAzNgUrL88 (10:06:14 PM): i dont hate but for u i'll make an exception
Barrio1107 (10:07:24 PM): ouch.... now why u gotta be so mean?
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